Judy
Lentz
Testing of your faith develops
perseverance
James 1: 2-4 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you
face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith
develops perseverance. NRSV
Earlier today, as I drove through a country road near home,
I noticed a church sign that read “Tests make good testimonials.” The sign
caught my attention and quickly reminded me of a time when I faced trials as my
faith was being tested and as a result the testing of my faith developed
perseverance in me.
As a young girl, I belonged to the Methodist Church in
Coraopolis. When I was in eighth grade, I had the opportunity to go to our
church camp, Jumonville, for a week with other church friends. While there, I
met Rev. Dippolitto – isn’t it strange how some names stick so firmly in our minds?
His compassion and charisma helped me overcome my awkwardness when he
encouraged individuals to come to the altar if you had a worry that he could
help you pray about.
After accepting his invitation, I vividly remember telling
him about my father’s alcoholism and how I had prayed and prayed and prayed
that he would stop drinking. I said that God was not answering my prayers and I
couldn’t understand why. Rev. Dippolitto helped me understand that God has a
plan that will be revealed in time – not one that always matches our timeline
so I should not be discouraged but instead remain faithful and continue to
pray. In the meantime, our family continued to struggle with the many trials
created by the disruption alcohol causes in the family dynamics.
Perseverance describes my behavior for another seven years.
I faithfully prayed – day after day, year after year never giving up,
remembering the wise counsel of Rev. Dippolitto. I didn’t know what God’s plan
was but I trusted that it would be revealed in time. In the meantime, my father
continued drinking caused him to lose all that was near and dear to him. He
lost his family, his job, his health and finally his dignity - all due to the
sin of alcohol.
At his lowest point, he was admitted to Sewickley Valley Hospital
on the verge of death. Dr. Charles Clarke, who no doubt was part of God’s plan,
was able to convince my father to quit drinking.
For the first time in
my life to that point, I met the sober man I had heard so many wonderful
stories about. That’s when I came to recognize the pure joy of faith,
perseverance and gratitude to God for revealing His plan and showing His
faithfulness to me in answering my prayers. Yes, tests do make good
testimonials, wouldn’t you agree?
Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father – thank you for testing
us and developing our perseverance so that we might be able to experience the
pure joy that comes only from you. It is often hard to understand why we are
being tested. Give us the strength and courage we need to persevere and trust
that with patience, your plan will eventually be revealed to us. Amen.
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